Welcome to my blog. There's alot of nostalgia here so bring along
your memory box as I take you for a ride.
These are the little things that make her world go round.
Vintage photographs. Long bus rides. Pretty bags. Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Watching people play piano/guitar. Scrolling in the rain. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo’s late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Knowing that somebody misses you.

Day 3 110928

An other normal day.
Me looking at you with hope.
I tried to Carry out my 'plan'.
But it reversed.
I thought if I gave it him first,
Would make you think that
He was my first priority.
But you didn't show any difference.
The main point of it is was to get closer to you but it didn't help at all.

Day 4 110929

Next, asked you for help
Recalling the time where you
were there helping us
Overcome the problem
And to settle it.
And THAT day,
When she started to scold me
You straight away took revenge
For me Without thinking.
So recalling that incident
I thought that you would
Still be there to help.
But I was wrong.
I thought that
Even though you changed so much,
That tiny part of you that cared
For me was still there with you.
Guess I was WRONG.

Day 5 110930

Today,
Saw you with that bandage thingy
Around your hand and leg.
You don't know how much
It hurt me inside.
That pain to see you hurt.
But realized it was just fake.
Felt more relieved.
During recess
We were right next to each other
But buying from different stalls.
I saw you and you saw me.
We had eye contact.
That few milliseconds of eye contact
Made my heart go crazy!
But you just stared as though
You never met me and glared
At me as though I was some kind of
Criminal.
Was it a sin to love you?
Even it hurts me to know that our distance from each other grew?.







I Want The Old You Back And The Gap Between Us To Close Up.